I Admit

Hello everybody, I have something to say on this fine night.

This isn't how I planned this to end, but I have something to admit to you all. I am tired of waiting for me to prove my point and prove I'm innocent, even though I'm not. Sometimes I try so hard to prove I'm innocent in this matter that I start to believe I really am innocent, and get angry at others because of it. But, the reason I went through this is because I love star wars so much, and this site just as much, that I've become obsessed. It has become apart of my every day life, and it has effected every part of me. I'm undergoing changes, however. My eyes have been opened. I realized my sins while trying to sleep this night, and all my mistakes. And so this is why I'm telling you now that I am Varcretin Spaar.

I'm sorry for all I've done. I'm very sorry. I regret ever even thinking of creating him. But, the temptation was too powerful. I just loved this so much, that I gave in to make a new character and disguise him by changing the way I act, talk, and treat others. And now, I say I'm sorry to Kraft and Vargo for the ways I've talked to you while disguising myself as Varcretin Spaar. I don't know what came over myself to act the way I did to you guys, and so I regret it. But, I've had time to think about my actions. While praying to the almighty Lord, the thought came to me that I need to change the way I live my life. And so, I've decided to come out and tell you all the truth, and swear an oath to never again commit the same deed.

Yes, I am a firm believer of God, but that has nothing to do with now. Guys, I'm sorry for my stupidity and temptation, and I'm sorry for any harm done to you all. I care too much for some of you, and I've come out to be called gay by some of you. Well, truth is, I'm not gay, and I have proven to myself that many times. I have just come to learn that I am too caring, and too sensitive. I care so much about others and how others feel. But now that I've learned how I effected you all with my double, I've changed my ways. I apoligise again, everyone. I'm sorry. Kraft, I want you to ban Varcretin Spaar, and I think it is time for you to decide my punishment. Do whatever you want, I probably deserve it. But, do not forget me in the end. I love you all, and give you my hope.

I will never forget you guys.
I think I'm feeling tears, so it's time for me to post.

Sincerely,
M.D.S

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Are you fucking kidding me, i trusted you....i ruled in your favor because there was no solid evidence, now i am going to look like an accomplis, and stuff, now i will look like i just wanted to make Kraft look bad, WTF

This is all i have to say about this: . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . *CCCCCCCCCCCEEEEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNNSSSSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDD* (So the little kids dont see it.

I know, Locutus. I'm sorry, but I'm sure this will not change a thing. I don't deserve your trust, and I don't expect it, but just remember that it was with you guys that my life was changed.

OMG, you are stating to sound like DW (Nuchiha Marrow had a meltdown after he left DF and he changed his life....)

Um, well, I'm not this person. But, hey, I'm changing my ways. Or is that a bad thing to you?

I forgive, you I know the temptation of double accounting.

but I don't understand are you leaving or staying?

I'm not leaving, I'm simply having Var banned, and I'm accepting any punishment from Kraft.

Oh well good, Glad your staying, site would be to different with out you.

Thank you for the compliment... I think xD What did you mean? Would it be too normal if I left, or would it be too hectic?

if you left the site would most likely die, and I would resort to playing more of Vargos games which would be hell lol

Haha! You know, you're probably right. In my more sinister parts of life, when I was an immature wanna-be Force user, I always had the idea that the sites I play on would die without me. Now, I have someone to agree with me. But, hey, the site will never die as long as I love it here.

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Well, I'll let you with a warning, I knew this all along, too similar.

Since you came clean, before I got evidence, I'll let you off with a warning. . .